Reflection for February 25, 2022:
OLMC Family,
As I sit here reflecting on this week, this year…the last 23
months to be exact, I can’t help but have extreme mixed emotions regarding the
events beginning on March 13, 2020 to now.
When all this began, there were so many heated emotions surrounding the shutdown
of schools, moves to remote learning, and the overall uncertainty which
surrounded the COVID 19 pandemic. Fear
and confusion gripped everyone in many different ways and for our schools, this
meant taking everything we knew about education and educating students and
seemingly throwing it out the window.
Learning on the fly became the norm for administrators,
teachers and families/students alike.
Change became the expectation and adapting to yesterday’s changes long
enough for today’s changes to alter those adaptations became second-hand. Teachers and administration alike tried as
best they could to field questions to which they didn’t have answers to in
hopes of comforting families, students, and themselves as they attempted to
navigate a very difficult reality. From
the beginning, it was confusion, anger and frustration coming from all angles
and sleep...well, forget about that.
Slowly things began to unify and all of us seemed to accept
(as best we could) the hand that was dealt to us both medically and politically. People “showed up” and they supported one
another. The ideal, regardless of which
“side” of the opinion-fence one stood on any matter, that we were “all in this
together” was solid. We had each other’s
back. Most of us thought we had our arms
around this thing and that we would see one another through it to the other
side when we would all celebrate things being “back to normal”.
Another year came and went and although the vision of
“normal” didn’t become a realization, we slowly grew to be comfortable in this
new world. Many fell into such comfort
that they disregarded the unfortunate fact that there are powers which regulate
policy well beyond any of us. Again,
frustration grew and so too did apathy.
Even as we made progress it was never fast enough. I would be lying if I said I didn’t often
feel this way myself however, my opinion is irrelevant when it comes to
policy. The responsibility of balancing
255 students, 212 families, and 50 staff members takes precedence over any
opinion or personal issue I may have. I
understand this all too well and accept it fully.
Now, we are preparing to enter into the season of Lent. For many, this is what the past couple years
has felt like. Comparable to wandering in the desert for 40 days without
knowing when it will end, when the resurrection will happen. This season however is different. We know there is an end in sight regardless
of whether or not it fits in our timeline.
We know that we are leaving one “season” and possibly entering into
another one. Yet here we are. For each of us, each of you, the question is
what comes next.
There has been a great amount of grace and support at times
throughout this past season and at other times, none at all. We have persevered and as we move forward, we
will do what we always do, prepare to do it again. My prayer for this upcoming Lenten season is
that, in each of our individual journeys, we draw ourselves closer to God and
His will in our lives. In doing so,
perhaps we will enter into an understanding that, COVID aside, as God’s people,
we are still all in this together: To support, protect, and assist each other in
the process of healing, of growing forward.
Regardless of what the future holds, our mission to be more Christ-like;
to grow disciples; to be saints has not changed. This process, this submission to God’s will
is no more easier or difficult now than it was before. Our choices simply have changed as a
whole. Perhaps this Lent we will examine
ourselves hard enough to ask the difficult question if, in our anger, our
frustration and apathy, we have simply chose to serve ourselves more than we
have chosen to serve God.
As we watch the world unfold in front of us over the next
few weeks, I hope we can come together to support one another more so than tear
each other down. The season is here, the
setting is provided however, the choice remains up to us. God is waiting.
May God keep you and bless you, and grant you His peace.
Mr. Swann – Principal OLMC